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[Oct. 1st, 2009|01:28 am] |
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Sometimes, I let go . |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2009|01:42 am] |
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I can't sleep. I'm too excited! |
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[Aug. 31st, 2009|08:38 am] |
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Everyone is telling me to stop thinking. How? How can I stop thinking about this whole matter. I've never got my heart broken this badly before. I tried my best to love you wholeheartedly, but now all you can say is you are sorry, you can't be with me. These past three months, have come to nothing?
I can't believe this nightmare. |
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[Aug. 25th, 2009|07:57 am] |
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Cos' i finally realised how it feels to love and not get loved back in return.
It feels like its the end of the world; where my world is just silent. |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2009|11:17 pm] |
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I'm enjoying life now and I love it. |
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[Jun. 8th, 2009|11:40 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
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It is over between us. It didn't end ugly. But I am heartbroken because I know I have made you upset, I have made you cry.
! yer plus, going to two years, is not a short period of time. But it is time to let go. It is time for me to move on.
Thank you for being a great boyfriend to me. I love you.
However, I can't call you boyfriend anymore. It's over.
You're still my special friend.The friend who knows me inside out. |
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[May. 3rd, 2009|09:26 am] |
Who are my true friends?I don't know.
Are those that I don't talk to anymore still considered as one?Yeah I do, but do they share the same feelings? Do I still consider those who slap me right back in my face as my friends? Yes, I try.
But it's fucking difficult.Because we lead different lives now. I've changed, others changed. I'don't give a damn, neither do some. So what if I have an unhealthy lifestyle now? Does that make me a lesser friend?
Does it?
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[Apr. 21st, 2009|07:33 am] |
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I have made a mistake.Ok fine, I'm lying.I have made mistakes. More than one. And some how, I feel a tinge of guilt, or maybe, a lot of guilt. But it can't be helped cos' I am human too afterall, and maybe this is what I am really like? |
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[Feb. 28th, 2009|12:03 am] |
Since I am on LJ, i shall just blog here cos I am lazy to blog at blogspot with the signing in thingy. So today was okay, had camp at Boardrick sec and I am totally eggcited for the plannings that are coming up :D
Shisha at Haji with friends I haven't seen for very long :D
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[Feb. 14th, 2009|07:47 am] |
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I made the chocolate truffles myself alright! Hard work I tell you. Thank goodness Gen helped me with the grocceries.
Haha posted this here cos he doesn't read my LJ :D |
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[Feb. 8th, 2009|07:39 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
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FROM MY BLOGSPOT WHICH I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE WITH LJ FRIENDS.
Had uncertain decisions to make about my concession card but I just did it anyway to save my mother the money. Sheesh. It is unfair how Polytechnic students have to pay more than JC students. Firstly, we have to pay much more for our school fees which are so totally not well subsidised by the government.Secondly, we are almost the same age as JC students and should not be considered as 'Adults' quite yet cos' we are not even 18, let alone 21.Thirdly, adult fares are so expensive these days and it is ridiculous. 100 bucks on transport a month? LTA, what the fuck are you thinking? No wonder JC students are so much richer. They don't pay much for school and they pay peanuts for their fares. And while others wait to get posted to their polytechnics, they are being sucked dry by paying adult fares until they start school in April. Wait, WE ARE PAYING ADULT FARES EVEN WITH A POLY CARD. Totally outrageous.
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I hate the stupid government |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2009|06:39 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
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FUCKING HELL COP for DADP rised by 1 mark from 12 to 13. WTF. URGHHHHHHH. |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2009|06:30 am] |
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Even though there are only 3 students from CASS in the 09 DAP cohort and I only so far, managed to make few friends from SB, SP STILL KINDA RAWKS. Ezpeciallyzz with the upcoming programs. Eggcited much?
Shah , Pris and I had cheap thrills by avoiding the lady with the pink hair and being casted aside cos of our small group :D
Dragon boating and forest adventure in 3 hours, see ya! |
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[Feb. 1st, 2009|08:48 pm] |
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Hur hur I start school tomorrow :( At least TP DPA students start on Friday. I start tomorrow. Goodnight world. I want to die. |
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[Jan. 30th, 2009|07:34 pm] |
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Okay, the holidays are ending for me soon. Fuck. I haven't played enough yet :( |
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[Jan. 24th, 2009|10:21 pm] |
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I am so bored, I feel hungry and sleepy. My period isn't coming like it was supposed too D:
I want to kill Mr Meyer. Work overload. |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2009|07:41 am] |
I dreamt of the whole world last night. Let's list: Syaza
Deserie
Sandra
Celeste
Sherilyn
Ariane
Michelle
And a whole lot more :/ |
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[Jan. 15th, 2009|03:02 pm] |
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Oh my fucking gosh I am fucking bored. Bored to the point where I google searched Applied Drama and Psychology(hoho I typed it out cos I wanna see my blog being posted there on the website) and read all the blogs which contained the words. It's JANEL'S FAULT FOR TEACHING ME THIS. But hey, it is fun :D I see so many people putting the course as their 7/8/9 choice. Come on man, it ain't that bad. Someone even said that the course could make her a Hollywood star, obviously hasn't done her research. Come enlighten me. |
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[Jan. 15th, 2009|10:16 am] |
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Everyone in LJ, Blogger, Xanga and Spaces seems to somehow or another, have entries about the O fucking levels. Even myself, am a culprit. I guess its life isn't it.
To those who are upset, its alright, pick yourself up again, where ever you go, do your best to excel, then you will look back in your life, not feeling regretful that you didn't work hard enough, but realizing how much you have achieved by being willing to try again.
To those who did well, good on you. You know your hard work has paid off so you probably deserve it.
To people like myself, who stoned when they got their results cos we kinda expected such results, haha, i don't know man. Kinda expected those results but on the other hand, kind of expected better right?My qualifications can't even be compared to that of a Saint.Sheesh.Haha, dumbdeedumbdumb.Oh and remember my post on making changes. Haha I pierced my naval.Nothing much compared to getting inked, but oh well, money cries! :D |
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[Jan. 8th, 2009|08:13 pm] |
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Everyone should chill, even myself. So the results will be out on Monday.Yay. |
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